Needy Needlessness

We fight
To keep ourselves safe
Yet
We cause
Our own insecurity
Through our insecurities
Through our suspicions
Through our distrust
We combat
We struggle
We antagonize
We believe in ourselves
Do we try to overcome
Or let down our guard
And hope the best is yet to come

I am Confused

Confused with myself
I am one in many relationships
One node in the connection
The central one in which all of these strings extend
This is my bullet focus
But in focusing on external relations
Do I lose
The paramount, the internation relation
The way in which I extend myself into the world
Anchored in relations
I need to detether
To occupy more of my time
With myself
And the routes in which I may achieve
The true centrality signified by the node

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BLEEDING RAGE

I’m, fucking,
Crying on the inside
Raging on the inside
I feel it
Right under my skin
In my joints
The energy
Green and black and red
The electricity
Yellow and black and blue
I dont know what to do with this
I could harness it
But, truly,
I’m scared of it
I hope it leaves me
Eventually

Of Infinity

Slept upon
The grace and wonder
Of living a life
Truly oneself
However possible
When we go
Towards our own light
We see infinity
In our destiny
In those among us
Let us be
What we can become

The Spot Found

Forgotten genesis
Of the garden of inquiry
Retention of the spirit of cultivation
Stagnanted
In favor of looking to aquire it all