I hold you
In my heart
A subtype
Not what I need
Simply, desire
Tag: anxiety
Missteps to the Battlefield
The enemies surround me
I see them on all sides
The descended shadows, but a memory
The flames though, still burn
Prohibition
When one has not realized the change of state
Leads one to,
Exacting, disasterous, inhibition
Do not let your guard down around the barbarians
They will always collude
An ally in the ranks is a hope
An envoy from the battlefield
Do not neglet his position
As he has staked himself out for you
Remember him, as he slides back to the fold
And always keep an eye for the gracious barbarian
Needy Needlessness
We fight
To keep ourselves safe
Yet
We cause
Our own insecurity
Through our insecurities
Through our suspicions
Through our distrust
We combat
We struggle
We antagonize
We believe in ourselves
Do we try to overcome
Or let down our guard
And hope the best is yet to come
I am Confused
Confused with myself
I am one in many relationships
One node in the connection
The central one in which all of these strings extend
This is my bullet focus
But in focusing on external relations
Do I lose
The paramount, the internation relation
The way in which I extend myself into the world
Anchored in relations
I need to detether
To occupy more of my time
With myself
And the routes in which I may achieve
The true centrality signified by the node
Tempestuous
That is the word
Of the feelings
They now fight in me
The light has taken up the fight against the dark
Now I bare witness
The ebbs and flows of battle
The highs and lows of spirit
The schizmatic mode of emotion
But in this battle
If I will
I shall will the light