Willed Victory

A beautiful pain
More of a triumph
I find myself through the impasse
My foresight,
I have been rewarded for heeding it
I saw myself
As the weakness I was soon to rid
I knew myself in the moment I needed to
So I acted
In the best and only way I knew how
This too shall pass


I’m, fucking,
Crying on the inside
Raging on the inside
I feel it
Right under my skin
In my joints
The energy
Green and black and red
The electricity
Yellow and black and blue
I dont know what to do with this
I could harness it
But, truly,
I’m scared of it
I hope it leaves me