Emblem

I use you as a conduit
Though not truly at all
As a lighthouse, wherest I can call upon
My dearest, greatest, sympathies

Needy Needlessness

We fight
To keep ourselves safe
Yet
We cause
Our own insecurity
Through our insecurities
Through our suspicions
Through our distrust
We combat
We struggle
We antagonize
We believe in ourselves
Do we try to overcome
Or let down our guard
And hope the best is yet to come

BLEEDING RAGE

I’m, fucking,
Crying on the inside
Raging on the inside
I feel it
Right under my skin
In my joints
The energy
Green and black and red
The electricity
Yellow and black and blue
I dont know what to do with this
I could harness it
But, truly,
I’m scared of it
I hope it leaves me
Eventually

Aquaintanceship

The ultimate lie
We speak
In the phatic language
Never truly saying
Who we are
What we mean
The shifting sands
Of impression
When will you realize
Who I am
And flee

Loneliness, Again?

Surrounded by love
Surrounded by energies
Yet loneliness
It doesn’t creep
It springs the corner
I am startled
Where is the connection I felt
In the fleeting moments of the afternoon
As the darkness comes
I feel more and less connected then ever