Loneliness, Again?

Surrounded by love
Surrounded by energies
Yet loneliness
It doesn’t creep
It springs the corner
I am startled
Where is the connection I felt
In the fleeting moments of the afternoon
As the darkness comes
I feel more and less connected then ever

The Sludge

All of this sludge
It sits upon me
As it has for so long
I hadn’t noticed
How little I’ve moved
How little I’d shaken off
But now
I am aware
Well,
My awareness is growing
I feel as though
I can move
So I will try
It’s all I can do

Strong Feeling

When my emotions get strong
I know them through this
I speak them through this
I listen to them through this
I let them out of me in this way
To understand the trouble with me
I am following myself
I allow myself to lead me
And my thoughts to forge their own path
Because they will
With our without my blessing