Winter Storm

Winter storm
Bringing the cold
I thought we were past this
The enveloping warmth removed as quickly as it arrived
How do I began to understand
The changing of the seasons
And the changes they bring

Willed Victory

A beautiful pain
More of a triumph
I find myself through the impasse
My foresight,
I have been rewarded for heeding it
I saw myself
As the weakness I was soon to rid
I knew myself in the moment I needed to
So I acted
In the best and only way I knew how
Knowing
This too shall pass

I am Confused

Confused with myself
I am one in many relationships
One node in the connection
The central one in which all of these strings extend
This is my bullet focus
But in focusing on external relations
Do I lose
The paramount, the internation relation
The way in which I extend myself into the world
Anchored in relations
I need to detether
To occupy more of my time
With myself
And the routes in which I may achieve
The true centrality signified by the node

Aquaintanceship

The ultimate lie
We speak
In the phatic language
Never truly saying
Who we are
What we mean
The shifting sands
Of impression
When will you realize
Who I am
And flee

Offline

I i i
I feel
A stut-ter-ing
In my head
I feellllll
As thoughhhhh
I cant-t-t
Process
What is even
Going on with
Meeeee